so many emotions have happened in the last 24hrs or so.
yet just now, at 2am, while doing something, i made a promise that i would pray for someone after i finished doing... something. so i did. i prayed.
and this verse came to me. it has never hit me so hard.
Phil 3:8
What is more, I consider everything a loss compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them rubbish, that I may gain Christ.
whatever has happened in the last 24hrs... whatever caused the multiple emotions... who cares?!?! it means nothing and its worth nothing. when its compared to "the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord". isnt that the greatest thing? EVER?!?! indeed it is.
what a powerful time of prayer. really.. all these other things.. worries, frustrations, joys, whatever else.. seems so silly. all i needed to do was get back on some one on one time with God. and it was beautiful.
4.27.2008
4.25.2008
ridiculous...
how is it possible that i've been job hunting since january and still nothing?
job hunting makes me feel worthless.
which gives me even less motivation to study for my last exam.
which is probs my worse course too.
this sucks.
i get an interview. only that its in toronto and during exam time. so i call (long d) to rearrange for another time.. just 4 days after. ok.. so that works out. then i get a call 3 days before the interview telling me that the position has already been filled. what the crap?!?!
fired off another like 5 resumes and cover letters today.
study what? no.
and let me guess... still no replies from anyone.
what the heck.
i have a feeling im gunna be SUPER depressed when i look for a full time permanent job in 2 years. yikes...
job hunting makes me feel worthless.
which gives me even less motivation to study for my last exam.
which is probs my worse course too.
this sucks.
i get an interview. only that its in toronto and during exam time. so i call (long d) to rearrange for another time.. just 4 days after. ok.. so that works out. then i get a call 3 days before the interview telling me that the position has already been filled. what the crap?!?!
fired off another like 5 resumes and cover letters today.
study what? no.
and let me guess... still no replies from anyone.
what the heck.
i have a feeling im gunna be SUPER depressed when i look for a full time permanent job in 2 years. yikes...
4.24.2008
4.22.2008
in exactly one week...
i will be back in TO.
probably softball'd a bit more.
new episode of how i met your mother.
new episode of house.
OH SNAP! :D
probably softball'd a bit more.
new episode of how i met your mother.
new episode of house.
OH SNAP! :D
4.08.2008
i love weekends!
wow... so it all began with family day weekend. when it was TC Rec meeting and my parents came back from their missions trip. that kicked off the start of many AWESOME weekends.
after that was reading week. which mean i was down in DC for PASSIONDC!! needless to say, another amazing weekend. things happened that were beyond my control.
the weekend ending off reading week was TC REC CRAZY PREP weekend. a full saturday of just planning with REC. we split off for a few hours before meeting up at demetres then back to my house for some mafia/contact. hahaha... GOOD TIMES.
the weekend after that is the WEEKEND BEFORE TC. AHHHHHHHH!! needless to say, another weekend full of TC prep. the entire saturday was with rec team. it was the crazy snowstorm weekend too. and concert of prayer on the sunday was just.. WOW. definitely prepped us all for the next 4 days of TC.
weekend after that... was the weekend after TC. going back to church, where all the kids were still so pumped. volunteers were still close with each other and chillin' so much. email spammage. accountability to the max. AWESOME. also, seeing all the scac kids (high school fellowship) leading the worship that sunday. they also had a body worship section. it was really really great! :D
then it was Easter weekend. whoohoo! Good Friday service, all you can eat lunch with coluni. coluni bs at night. CC meeting on the saturday. REC team met up at night. 200 wings WOOT. another great time spent at timmys until like 1am. easter Sunday. oh! cant forget! tossed around a softball on sunday afternoon! plus sharon/natalie's bday dinner at night. pretty much spent that 'dinner' watching House with my cousin. haha...
weekend after that.. 3 scac kids came to visit LONDON!!!! yeahhh!! new froshies! :D did the whole combo. ACF on friday, crabbys after, they stayed at summit, BKs for lunch, then went to Marble Slab. WOW. hahaha... then the usual on sunday after service, go out for lunch together. =)
which brings me to this past weekend. Friay started off with ACF banquet. YAY!!! toronto ppl came! =) rex, caleb, and michelle! after banquet, we hit up timmys until like 6am. HAHAHAHA... what a night! its not about where you are or what you do. its really about who you're with. went to BKs on the saturday afternoon, rex and i walked back to summit cus we also got prince al's milkshakes (HEAVY!!). crabbys at night. softball on the sunday afternoon. acf vs kcf. and acf won. AHAHAHA. :D
and whats coming up this weekend? TC Appreciation dinner!! i cant wait to see REC team again! =) and coaches. and other volunteers. haha... oh! cant forget. softball stuff too!
what a streak of weekends eh? sadly.. that streak is gunna be broken by something call exams. =( but its ok. summer looks promising. im excited. emails are already firing back and forth with plans and activities. its gunna be another busy summer. pretty much the busyness i outlined in the last post, and taking further steps.
wow... 5 more exams until im done 2nd year. crazy!!!!
oh! another awesome thing. finding out more and more western froshies for next year! definitely excited about this =) yup. already recruiting more kids into ACF. AHAHAHA... frosh cell leader again perhaps? who knows. i dont. we'll see...!
after that was reading week. which mean i was down in DC for PASSIONDC!! needless to say, another amazing weekend. things happened that were beyond my control.
the weekend ending off reading week was TC REC CRAZY PREP weekend. a full saturday of just planning with REC. we split off for a few hours before meeting up at demetres then back to my house for some mafia/contact. hahaha... GOOD TIMES.
the weekend after that is the WEEKEND BEFORE TC. AHHHHHHHH!! needless to say, another weekend full of TC prep. the entire saturday was with rec team. it was the crazy snowstorm weekend too. and concert of prayer on the sunday was just.. WOW. definitely prepped us all for the next 4 days of TC.
weekend after that... was the weekend after TC. going back to church, where all the kids were still so pumped. volunteers were still close with each other and chillin' so much. email spammage. accountability to the max. AWESOME. also, seeing all the scac kids (high school fellowship) leading the worship that sunday. they also had a body worship section. it was really really great! :D
then it was Easter weekend. whoohoo! Good Friday service, all you can eat lunch with coluni. coluni bs at night. CC meeting on the saturday. REC team met up at night. 200 wings WOOT. another great time spent at timmys until like 1am. easter Sunday. oh! cant forget! tossed around a softball on sunday afternoon! plus sharon/natalie's bday dinner at night. pretty much spent that 'dinner' watching House with my cousin. haha...
weekend after that.. 3 scac kids came to visit LONDON!!!! yeahhh!! new froshies! :D did the whole combo. ACF on friday, crabbys after, they stayed at summit, BKs for lunch, then went to Marble Slab. WOW. hahaha... then the usual on sunday after service, go out for lunch together. =)
which brings me to this past weekend. Friay started off with ACF banquet. YAY!!! toronto ppl came! =) rex, caleb, and michelle! after banquet, we hit up timmys until like 6am. HAHAHAHA... what a night! its not about where you are or what you do. its really about who you're with. went to BKs on the saturday afternoon, rex and i walked back to summit cus we also got prince al's milkshakes (HEAVY!!). crabbys at night. softball on the sunday afternoon. acf vs kcf. and acf won. AHAHAHA. :D
and whats coming up this weekend? TC Appreciation dinner!! i cant wait to see REC team again! =) and coaches. and other volunteers. haha... oh! cant forget. softball stuff too!
what a streak of weekends eh? sadly.. that streak is gunna be broken by something call exams. =( but its ok. summer looks promising. im excited. emails are already firing back and forth with plans and activities. its gunna be another busy summer. pretty much the busyness i outlined in the last post, and taking further steps.
wow... 5 more exams until im done 2nd year. crazy!!!!
oh! another awesome thing. finding out more and more western froshies for next year! definitely excited about this =) yup. already recruiting more kids into ACF. AHAHAHA... frosh cell leader again perhaps? who knows. i dont. we'll see...!
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