look ahead. just keep going!

i stayed at the library for 4hrs today. 3.5hrs of productive reading. whooooo! the other 0.5hr spent noting down how productive i was, and going on facebook =P
not bad eh? looks like im finally getting somewhere with my studies =)

yup. just gotta keep going. refocus. move on and strive towards whats to come. including....
HOCO THIS WEEKEND!!!!
my first ever hoco! oh its gunna be gooooood. saturday kicks off with a 10am parade down richmond street. then a football game at 2pm, and wmb is doing the half time show! its gunna be hot stuff. be prepared for some extreme purple pride!
plus scac's coluni visiting sat/sun! =) its always good to see ppl from home come up. then some sball on sunday afternoon (yehhhhh!).

then 4 days of school. yikes... 2 midterms. =\
but you know what that means? i'll have a relatively free/relaxed thxgiving! i cant wait! spend some time with family. =)
hurrahs!
bring on whats to come! it can only get better.

ive realized i have the choice. to dwell on the past, or to go on. there really is no point dwelling on the past, cus time moves on anyways. so why not move on with time? doesn't mean ive forgotten it. still think about it, but i can choose to not let it affect me (as much).

ps. think i busted my thumb AGAIN. but whatever, im still gunna play on. haha... sball ftw!

weak. so stinkin' weak.

retreat was definitely not the place i should've been this weekend. despite the irony of me telling everyone else to go.
focus? not even close. my mind is far from that.
i should've been with band at queens and its busing adventure around london.
or i should've been at FB2k8 in TO. (cant believe i turned down 5 invites!!)
or i should've been at BTWD in TO as well.
*sigh...
oh wells.
crunch time. school time.
lets go!


edit/update (3:45pm):
not bad. finished assignment (like an hr ahead of schedule), feeling slightly better (hurray worship music! so happy! haha...), and yeah.
this past weekend is the past. forget what i could've done instead. just move on.
2 Cor 4:8-9, 16-18

its been awhile...

3am. friday night/saturday morning. whatever you wanna call it.
i blog once again.
haha.. school's kicking in again, summer's over. its time to write stuff in my blog again!

so, reading over my last post, its been a while. just a tad bit more than 2 months and so much has happened! mainly softball. haha... but its been quite an interesting 2 months of softball.
softball related:
- on the dl for like 1.5months (dh for a few ccsa games)
- much venting (haha...)
- plenty of post softball dinners [seriously good times! highlights of my summer for sures!]
- the whole ccsa jrs 'champs' dealio... =P
- learning so much more softball from non ccsa games
- meeting plenty of softball... addicts
- not bad batting avg for this ccsa jr season :D (16/23? all singles. haha...)
non softball related:
- getting a macbook pro :D
- making the vbs parents night slideshow (dangs... it was so nice! unfortunately, posting up a video of kids on the internet without their parents' permission isnt the best)
- TMM!!!!
- A&A's wedding!!!! (being completely honest... most boring reception ever but hey.. they're married! :D)
- babies Kalos W. (im an aunt again! :O), David C, and Samuel C (twins)!
- last min drumming for fx (dangs... no practice before hand, just briefly going thru the songs... sorta.. like 30min before leading. haha...)
- canada day fireworks at woodbine beach was extremely beautiful. like wow... (okay, so this took place before my last post. but still.. i didnt mention it before!)
- conquering extreme skyflyer and "no hands" front row behemoth at wonderland! (also unmentioned)

so yeah. that was just a tid bit of my summer. it was awesome. seriously awesome. maybe it didnt start out so awesome. but it definitely had its highlights thruout the summer. CC alone was a whole experience of its own.. from pre-CC stuff, to CC itself, and post-CC as well (speaking of which.. i havent paid for CC yet LOL!!!). working at wonderland.... i dont know where to start. it was awesome yet horrid at the same time. mainly the travelling distance, certain days' work hrs, and paycheck was crap. but i love theme parks and assisting 'park visitors'. then i also lost my car accident-ginity this summer. but that day turned out pretty well afterwards. =)

so thats toronto life. i definitely lost track of how many times i had bbt this summer. just plain TOO MANY. not complaining tho. i cherished it everytime cus i knew i wouldnt get the quality bbt here in london. haha... so coming back to london, meant o-week prep! aka wmb promo team. whoooo! a full week of rehearsals. fun stuff! yeahyeah.. im a band geek. but what the heck. purple pride! haha... it was good getting back into western mode a full week and a half before classes actually began. back at west london, acf... expecting to be spiritual fed. not saying there isnt any in toronto... just at a slower consumption rate? hoping that'll change soon. *SG!* more on that in future posts. =P plus there's JMC09 coming up as well! looking fwd to that. hmm... what else... um.. iunno! but yeah! back in london, 2 years to go. time to work hard. and i guess i can start by um, sleeping earlier than 3:[stinkin']30AM!!!