so something's been happening to me, i looked it up online and most forums say "go check it out at the docs. needs some serious medical attention. and it might be cancer!!" and im thinking.. "so is this it for me? ive got cancer? dangs.. i really should go get it checked out!" so i book an appt with the student health services and off i go. wondering if my mom was finally proven right and i actually have cancer. i mean.. all those ppl replying on forums on the internet sound just like my mom. cancer cancer cancer. so there i am.. in the docs office. the nurse had this oh boy.. errr... umm... kinda iffy look on her face. i didnt really look into it. i actually just played solitaire on my phone the entire time. haha... so the doc came. checked it out. turns out its something quite minor and it'll heal on its own and theres not much anyone can do about it. hah! go figure. sorta a 'disappointment' cus my mom keeps mentioning cancer, and that im pretty convinced im gunna die at a super young age due to cancer. yet im so happy its something so not serious and i'm gunna live! haha...
speaking of living... i almost got hit by a car yesterday. it was around noon time, i was walking on oxford towards the bus stop, crossing the intersection to get to the mcdonalds block (before reaching the lights), i was eyeing this car turning out of mcdonalds. so since she wasnt at the intersection yet, i crossed. i kept eyeing the car and pretty much 'staring down' the driver. an asian middle aged woman. she still didnt see me. so i walked a little faster cus i wanted to save my own life. so she stopped to wait for a gap in the road so her car could go, im pretty convinced she doesnt see me. im still crossing at this point and nearly past her 'car area'. she really doesnt see me, sees a gap between cars on the road and is about to go. luckily im still watching her car's every move so when she gassed a bit, i actually side stepped a step. if i didnt, i would've been hit by the corner lights of her car. she finally saw me as she just lightly pressed on the gas but pressed the brakes in time. WHOA. it was so fast. there wasnt even time for my life to flash before my eyes. dangs...
then today, just now, as i was walking home on oxford, im listening to my music, and i hear this "boom! boom!". and i go "huh? ive heard this song too many times now and that's NOT the beat." so i pulled out my headphones, turned my head, and there were 4 cars that had a minor accident right there on oxford. from the looks of it, all of them following too closely. 1 car braked to make a left, and 2 cars immediately behind where okay, but the 4 cars after reared each other.
its been a weird 2 days. but after 'hearing' that accident, i didnt think much of it. i really didnt care. i mean.. it was just a minor accident. no air bags, maybe a few dents and new bumpers. thats it really. i just wanted to come home, pick up the guitar and start worshipping. i dont know why. and for some reason, i just wanted to note this down (aka blog about it). then im off to do some guitaring.
