after this year at college, what am i going to do?
yes, i do miss things from home and would like to go home. but do i miss it enough to be staying there forever? for the next couple foreseeable years anyways?
its tough to decide when I'm not home. so i have to convince myself i don't miss it. or else i'll be homesick for the next 9 months. (and i definitely don't want that. it'll make life here much more unnecessarily difficult!)
so do i see myself here in australia (Sydney) for the next couple foreseeable years then? i could. its really 50/50 right now (yeah i said it!)
I've been comparing it through what i can do. does toronto need the leadership in ministries and such? yes. am i leading and contributing here at hillsong too? yes. will i make an impact in toronto? yup, probably heading up and leading some ministries, more prepared than ever. am i making an impact here at hillsong? yup, a small lil contribution for a big global project.
so its either staying in sydney and contributing to the big growing church. or go back to toronto, and potentially join in on the movement of making toronto a big growing church.
I'm really indifferent right now as to what happens in the near future. just waiting to see what happens i guess, if opportunities come up from where ever. and confirmation too.