sooo NOT studying!

well, for starters, i woke up at 1:30pm today. and its not like i slept really late last night either. probs at like 2am? not too bad. but its just cus i kept dreaming. like... i dream every night (my mother claims theres something wrong with me. anyone who knows about dreams know if its normal? haha..) and the thing is, i was dreaming about something =). so i forced myself to go back to sleep in hopes of continuing the dream. and it did continue! HAHA.. now the sad part, is i dont remember what my dream was anymore >=(. its cus i dream so much, i never remember my dreams. shucks.

so when i finally got myself to get outta bed, went to the washroom, then sat myself back in front of the laptop, and did the usual email/facebook check. then my finger just clicked into other ppl's bloggers. yes.. i unconsciously did it. then from ppl's blogs, there were links. links to xangas and bloggers. so i ended up 'stalking' on xanga. gosh im sucha stalker. s'like... events i knew about that happened a few years ago. then i ended up on those ppl's xanga's and looked up the event back to that date and got both sides of the story. =P thank you for not enabling xanga lock. HAHA. but technically, its not stalking. if they published it online, then they meant it to be read by others. not necessarily me but you get the point. =P

its nearly 3pm. gosh im so unproductive. but my mind hasnt been on academics this entire term. its been elsewhere. lotta places. just not studying. cant wait to get back to toronto for one. i miss my parents. i cant wait to get back and just stay up wii-ing with my dad! and other random talks we have. =) my dad is sucha great friend. maybe cus my mother still nags me so much. haha... iunno. but my goal this christmas is to not schedule too much social stuff and spend more time at home. so far its not too bad. pretty well balanced! seeing some friends (just 3 events), coluni overnight ski/boarding trip, western acf lunch (still tbd), high school friends, and the rest will be family time. gotta go visit my grandma too! then probs take her out for a family gathering dinner or lunch of some sort. cant wait to see my cousins too! yay! christmas = family. =) so thankful that its always been the case for me. since my mother's side is all here in canada, and my dad's side has 1 family here while the rest is in the USA (ooooosa. HAHA!) so they occasionally drive up or we go down. speaking of family, i've got a nephew!! my cousin gave birth to James (i think? still need to confirm if thats the first or middle name,) back on like nov12th or something!! yay! the family grows. =)

but yeah. less than 2 weeks and i'll be back in TO already! can i at least try to be an academic person for like 12 days? =\ time to try. i just need motivation.