theres been times when i wish i could just stay in the shower forever. i know this is definitely NOT the first time that ive mentioned on this blog of mine, about how i absolutely love showers. cus it gives me plenty of alone time to think. and alot of the time, they're quite inspirational too.
altho its summer, i feel like ive got a LOT on my mind. its quite an overload. i mean... theres work, softball, illuminate v3, worship team, colluni stuff, AYers small group, etc.. thats just stuff to fill my everyday schedule. but on top of that, theres been other things on my mind and its bugging me. stuff i need to figure out so i will stop being confused, figure out where i stand in some things (perspective wise), and yeah... i mean, even softball triggers a lot of emotions. winning, losing, mind games whether to hit this pitch or not, how my own performance was, how other ppl on the team are performing... ugh.! im probably just overthinking a lot of things, a lot more than thought put into it than there needs to be. once again, going back to Gigi from He's Just Not That Into You, over thinking and analyzing every little detail, and probs taking things waaaay outta context. so far out that its just stupid nonsense and just pure dumb.
i dont know... too much on my mind. felt like i needed to blog. but im also lacking sleep.
goodnight.
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