so what bugs me more?

tone deaf vocalists? (plus the attempt of harmonizing)
outta tune guitar?
blurred/fuzzy electric?
imbalance volume levels of all? (can't hear bass and drums, one vocalist is too loud)
wrong chords?
song choices? (full hillsong set that couldn't be pulled of, all slow)
lack of transitions? (awkward silence between songs)

shall I bother continuing on with this list even? and this is just the singspiration part.

what bugs me isn't the fact that it's not good enough in 'human terms'. cus whatever we do as our human best still won't match up to what God deserves. but what really 'grinds my gears' (hah..) is the fact that it CAN be so much better but no ones doing anything about it. and knowing what is out there in other churches...

I used to think I was such an 'all-star' drummer. cus I AM at SCAC (no. not bragging. its true..). but after getting to know other beginner drummers at other churches, I realized I'm pretty garbage. how crummy I was and how much more there was for me to learn.

I don't know where this post is going. sorta a rant. sorta just putting down my thoughts. partially also cus I've been MIA from SCAC for a month so the sense of 'not belonging' is back.

still wondering if going to colluni on friday was the right decision. iunno...

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