but He will provide. others who are more blessed in conversation and speaking. or when things go wrong, ppl will question why and doubt God. but He always makes a way. not in a solution we would imagine. but you have to admit it's a pretty awesome ending regardless. it might've been a tough journey. but Moses led the Israelites to the promise land.
I'm an introvert. I can be alone and not have a problem with it. I don't really feel all that lonely. yet He's gifted me with talents such as drums, a loud and never dying voice... yet I also enjoy the BTS things. such irony, such contrasts.
I don't think I can call it humility. it's more so... if I screw up, I'd rather not be known for it? weak reasoning. but like I said... I suck with words. I don't know how to explain it.
I'm really not a fan of the spotlight. I have a loud voice. that's it.
just really good at pretending to be an extrovert?
and gotta use my voice in some way.
I guess REC is it? just natural and automatically I do things. voluntarily.
really gotta fine my place in serving. just makes me more excited for HILC. tech/av. when things go right, ppl don't notice. they only notice the mistakes.
it's like our relationship with God. He's constantly working in our lives. but when things go right, we don't really pay attn. it's when things go wrong, we either walk away from Him, or turn to Him and question why.
often we forget to acknowledge Him. but He is the one Who makes things happen in our lives. 'runs in the background' kinda thing. we just have to look and we'll find Him. if you don't look we won't see Him, but He's there.
once again. dont really know where im going with these posts but its good to jot down some thoughts i guess.
