im not normal...

we need to stand out. something different from everyone else.

but if everyone's unique, then arent we all just the same? we're all special. hah...

i've always viewed myself that way tho. always wondered, what if im actually different. then would medicine apply to me? is that why im still sick sometimes even after taking medication? or maybe i just took the wrong medicine. haha...

so anyways, was writing my midterm earlier today. and half way thru, the prof interrupted us. apparently, 3/4 of the class was stumped on a question. so the prof decided to "say something" to kinda give us a clue as to what he was looking for. i flipped to the question. last section, question 2. i took one took at it, instantly remembered which slides he was referring to, jotted down all i knew. no biggie. 12 full marks hopefully? sweet. so i went back to wherever i left off. kept writing... writing... then i arrived at the final section. Question 1. OH CRAP. i know which slide its located on. i know which lecture! but i just CANT remember the content! at this point.. 2/3s of the class was still struggling on question 2. i was stumped on question 1. -_- prof and TA kept giving clues and hints for question 2, which only confirmed my answer for it. but i was as lost as ever from question 1. if only they gave clues for question 1.

. in the end, i just made up something... sorta. haha... hopefully it'll have some sorta relevance so i'll get part marks. but dont you just hate it when that happens? everyone else is GTG for question 1, but super stumped on question 2. i breezed thru question 2 but was super clueless about question 1. =(

this only encourages my views of me not being normal. not average. im definitely different from everyone else. haha... phooey... therefore... do stats apply to me? hehe...

im probably more normal than i think i am. but ive still got the "rule-breaker" mindset. that is all. the rebel. =P