i think I'm ready to go home

so not sure if i mentioned this in previous posts, but i was thinking of staying a 2nd year here at hillsong college (if they do a 2nd year of TV, if not, then a very tiny lil possibility of going to pastoral)

but right now, i would like to go home.

Toronto will always be my home, no matter how much i like to (and dream of) travelling. its only been 8 months in Sydney but it feels like its been forever.

did time really fly by that quickly? not really. I've never been this busy and tired in my life. the days have been long. it just felt like how it did during my days at Western. when you enjoy what you're doing, sure you would like it to last and never end. or when you're tired and looking forward to that shower then sleep, only knowing that you'll be getting up again in less than 7hrs, its not that restful. some ppl have joked that its preparing me for motherhood, especially the days of a newborn. haha

but yeah... maybe I'm feeling homesick or something (thanks to looking thru old fb photos). but there really is a LOT to be done in toronto. maybe not necessarily all media/video/production stuff, cus some churches aren't even there yet. they just need (female) leaders for their youth. not a pastor, but just an older female figure. and all i have to do is to live my christian walk, and to care for them. or back at Harvest York Region. they need help in youth department AND the worship department. always in need of drummers. =) and i can also help with video too.

i have to say, what i miss most are the other annual events. like TC, CC, CCSA (softball season), going to the EX, snowboarding season, Jays season, first hope of the Raptors/Leafs season, family dinners, road trips with parents, etc. having grown up with it all my life (or a large portion of my life), its been weird not being a part of those things. the toronto canasian culture i grew up with!

starting to look AND apply for TV/production/broadcasting related jobs in TO. lets do this.

I'm ready to come home. =)

PS. but as per the previous blogpost's title, I'm still open to the idea of staying a 2nd year. changes happen. who knows. I'm not dead set on going home. but i guess its just where my head and/or heart is at right now. i don't even know. haha