be near.. i pray.

from Shane and Shane's Carry Away album, Be Near (or Radio Version as well. take your pick!)

but Lord, i need to hear from You
be near, oh God

kinda in pain. physical pain. sorta hurts at times. stupid student health services.. so darn booked! hopefully i can get a slot 2mrw and get this checked over. well, there's actually 2 things. one's been going on since june 2006 (yes im stupid. i dont know why i havent gotten it checked out yet. been suffering all this time. so scared of what it might be =\). and the other thing was since last week. but it seems pretty serious. ughh... someone wake me up at 8:30am 2mrw so i can call smack at 8:59am and get myself an appointment slot. go away! dang it.. go away! and im questioning God why? but Lord, i need to hear from You. why?

on another note, i wanna thank God for providing a few amazing ppl in my life right now. providing in the time of need. ppl caring for me, entertaining me, bros and sis' in Christ, and generally 'just there'. =) ppl both here in london, and back in toronto. tis good. tis good! im looking fwd to reading week. just chilling with a few of those ppl!
oh yeah. if you wanna book Pris for reading week, the days she is still a loser/loner with nothing to do are... March 1st (thurs), 3rd (sat night only) and 4th (sun)! book me now! haha...
time to sleep. eagerly awaiting going back to TO on wed afternoon! w00t.!